no good news in this chapter

i had to initial my signature today. it was weird

also, apparently people who do smog checks earn nearly $1000 an hour.

inevitable

it was really only a matter of time

if patience started a band

in a life of admitted luxury, there are few things more miserable than being sick and alone

Mars Volta is empirically the correct thing to listen to while reading about quantum mechanics

the loneliness is starting to get to me

but maybe not in the way you would expect; i feel incredibly intro- and/or extraspective regarding modern culture and quantum uncertainty as it relates to reality, possibly as it relates to meaning